February 2012
17 posts
I could use something really happy and positive. really.
Sometimes all I can think of I crawling back under my covers and never returning
Is not a fan of nights when she gets nothing accomplished-tomorrow night I will make up for it
Omg a nice long hot bath in solitude
Is going to change my life.. ::sigh::okay maybe not change my life-but allow me some serenity..
I hate leaving her like that :(
Maybe a second job will be precisely what I need. Or to finish college. I was almost there ::sigh::
I’m really starting to believe ill never catch up on my sleep.. hate I see what it’s like when I have babies
Sometimes digging for things just isnt productive.. Especially when there’s nothing to be found.
It’s all in the details
Too many nights
Too many nights I’ve
Fallen with you
Asleep
You running your fingers
Through my hair
Then
Running your hands
Delicately over my body
Til my eyelids can no longer stand
Too many nights I’ve fallen
Fallen into euphoria
With you
To awaken without you
You
You with your gentle rain
Falling down with ease
Full of desire
And all the patience
Of the flowers
Beneath me
Thirsting for you
Like I’ve caught a glimpse
Of an illusion
My attention turns to you
You begin to pour down
All that you’ve got inside of you
Water soaking into the ground
Flowers feeding off you
Tasting you
Needing you
“I wish people who have trouble communicating would just shut up”
-EY Harbirg
What is red?
Red is a burning flame
A pomegranate
The center of the sun
One of three primary colors
Red is the soul burning to scream
It is anger
It is dehydration when
There’s nothing to quench your thirst
On the hottest summer day
I'll fight for you
I’ll fight
I’ll fight for you
No matter what
No matter
There’s no stopping me
No stopping
I’ll keep pushing
For our stability
Our stability
Holds us on sturdy ground
January 2012
10 posts
Sometimes that cold cold breeze sends chills down your spine
left you wondering where it came from
Everything is good/great/amazing so long as its in moderation.
Even though they are minority and their vote “doesn’t count” bicyclists need their own lanes
“Maybe you can afford to wait. Maybe for you there’s a tomorrow. Maybe for you...”
– Lauren Oliver, Before I Fall (via ecisive)
Amen
I crave weekends ….
when I can sleep late …
And not feel bad about it..
Answer to no one
But my dreams…
I fade further away..
Into the abyss
That is my
Mind…
Waking up rested and completely fulfilled..
you change your status and all is wrong with the world. what the fuck
“I don’t want to live, I want to love first and live incidentally.”
– ― Zelda Fitzgerald (via justbesplendid)
“I close My eyes and count to 10 and everything will be wonderful now.”
December 2011
27 posts
It’s a flip flops kind of day but I’m wearing heels : P
“under the full moon howling, untouchable. I will eat you alive and we will both love it.”
I know...
I know she’ll read this..but I don’t care… But…
I have the very best friend in the whole universe.. something I remind myself of on the daily.. Cause she’s just that good;)
“No matter who you are or what you do, there will always be people who love you, people who hate you and everywhere in between. Even the late JC couldn’t catch a break!”
-t smith
“I like people with depth, I like people with emotion, I like people with a...”
– Abbey Lee Kershaw (via light-essence)
There’s not enough time for just “maybe.”
Would kill for a nice long relaxing bath with some music in the background..a long full body massage…. Without expectation… The energy to give a shit about my nails…or actually taking the time to actually write these words down….and curl up in front of a good movie I can actually keep my eyes open long enough to finish…
Staying the night at the hospital tomorrow night…oh how I loathe them…(hospitals)…and seeing my mother like this… Better bring my laptop.. Maybe I can sneak in a few beverages… just an idea..
Oh the things that hold us here.. grab ahold of our minds and won’t let go.
a deep breath
Another drag
Eyes closed
Exhaling slowly
drifting away
How come I STILL haven’t figured out how to comment on other people’s tumblr posts via iPhone?!! What the hell…
OMG. this day couldn’t possibly be any longer….
I feel so broken.
it made me really sad to see my brother leave and hear him say that he’s coming to terms with the fact that this very well may be the last time he was going to see mom alive.
I got home tonite-all alone and that’s when it got real.. Like an early taste.
I don’t feel well. The exhaustion and stress are making me sick.
My heart aches immensely.. To...
It’s crazy the way the nurses/doctors look you in the eyes like they just know..