March 2012
7 posts
The dryness makes the hard ground crack beneath her feet..
Standing there wishing it would rain..
February 2012
22 posts
As soon as I walk in the door I feel tension and negativity
I’m so desparate to not have all of the questions come rushing down on me. I want to feel solid and work so hard to provide certainty but I feel like that same effort isn’t given in return
Sometimes all you need is a moment to step back and take a deep breath
I could use something really happy and positive. really.
Sometimes all I can think of I crawling back under my covers and never returning
Is not a fan of nights when she gets nothing accomplished-tomorrow night I will make up for it
Omg a nice long hot bath in solitude
Is going to change my life.. ::sigh::okay maybe not change my life-but allow me some serenity..
I hate leaving her like that :(
Maybe a second job will be precisely what I need. Or to finish college. I was almost there ::sigh::
I’m really starting to believe ill never catch up on my sleep.. hate I see what it’s like when I have babies
Sometimes digging for things just isnt productive.. Especially when there’s nothing to be found.
It’s all in the details
Too many nights
Too many nights I’ve
Fallen with you
Asleep
You running your fingers
Through my hair
Then
Running your hands
Delicately over my body
Til my eyelids can no longer stand
Too many nights I’ve fallen
Fallen into euphoria
With you
To awaken without you
You
You with your gentle rain
Falling down with ease
Full of desire
And all the patience
Of the flowers
Beneath me
Thirsting for you
Like I’ve caught a glimpse
Of an illusion
My attention turns to you
You begin to pour down
All that you’ve got inside of you
Water soaking into the ground
Flowers feeding off you
Tasting you
Needing you
“I wish people who have trouble communicating would just shut up”
-EY Harbirg
What is red?
Red is a burning flame
A pomegranate
The center of the sun
One of three primary colors
Red is the soul burning to scream
It is anger
It is dehydration when
There’s nothing to quench your thirst
On the hottest summer day
I'll fight for you
I’ll fight
I’ll fight for you
No matter what
No matter
There’s no stopping me
No stopping
I’ll keep pushing
For our stability
Our stability
Holds us on sturdy ground